After finishing my morning work, I spent my break time washing bed sheets, cleaning the room, and packing my luggage. I didn’t really feel like this was the last time I’d be spending time in this room. In the afternoon, I played outside and went to the park. I thought to myself that this would be the last time I’d be running around with these children. Maybe both their mom and I felt that these two weeks had been long. There were mostly awkward moments since I was given my two weeks’ notice, but I want to commend myself for somehow getting through it. However, saying goodbye to the children is a little sad. At night, I called my grandmother. She always wishes me well and supports me in everything I do. We talked a little longer than usual. I was happy to talk about various things and hear stories about my grandmother’s younger days. I want to do my best in my next job as well.
朝の仕事を終えて、休憩時間はベッドシーツの洗濯や部屋の掃除、荷物整理をした。この部屋で過ごすのが最後だなんてあまり実感しなかった。午後は外で遊んだり、公園に行ったり。こうしてこの子たちと一緒に走り回るのも最後なんだなとしみじみ、1人で思っていた。ママも自分もお互いこの２週間長かったと思う。２週間ノーティスから気まずい時間がほとんどだったけどなんとか乗り切った自分を褒めたい。でも子どもたちとの別れは少し寂しい。夜はおばあちゃんと電話した。いつも私が元気でやってることを願って、応援してくれている祖母。普段より少し長話。色々話したり、おばあちゃんの若い頃の話を聞けて嬉しかった。次の場所でも頑張りたい。
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